Ok after class the other day which was great...

NIDA BACHELOR OF DRAMATIC ART which I will keep trying for... even if its not until I'm 23 (average age of acceptance) till i get in

or

Bachelor of Psychology (with honours) Monash
Bachelor of Fine Arts (Visual) at VCA... RMIT? Monash....
+ The Actor (NIDA), 16th street classes AND ALL THE ACTING WORK I HAVE DONE THIS YEAR AND MORE

Feeling much better with more clarity, and the knowledge that I will be busy and working and feeling good and acheiving next year. :)

Now.... I really want pancakes :)